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"am visat ca alergam pe linga o mare" imi spuse el la citeva minute dupa ce se trezise in bratele mele.

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:17:45

M.,

How can i say that ?...

Since few nights, your soul is in my dreams. Since few days, your soul is in my body. I don't know what to do with... this incredible sensation. You're in me Marian.
I am not alone, i am a mother and i am with you night and day.
I don't know what to do... I can't beleive me. I can't tell anybody about that. So now you know the truth : you are and will stay an important person in my life.
Thank you.

J.de la L.

You know what happened yesterday night.

Te am visat toata noaptea. In episoade, cu intreruperi, treziri bruste , pe alocuri tristete si in final bucurie.
Imi aduc amite foarte bine trei momente de o intimitate care ma socheaza si acum la citeva ore dupa: primul contact vizual, fata in fata cu tine a fost ceva cutremurator, se intimpla undeva pe un munte. Simt si acum acel aer racoros, sublim care ne trecea prin par. Nu ne am spus nimic, nici macar un cuvint insa stiu ca ce m a socat a fost gestul tau, aproape brutal, carnal, visceral. Mai sarutat asa cum nu ai mai facut niciodata cu nimeni. Pina si eu stiam/simteam asta. Insa nici unul din noi si mai ales eu nu am simtit momentul ca ceva erotic. Era ca un strigat neputiincios a materiei care trebuia dat ce ii apartine. Infinitul de dragoste care vroiai sa il rastorni asupra mea nu putea fi pus decit in acest gest atit de mundan dar atit de extrem.
Imi este foarte greu sa explic. Acel sarut a fost ca ultima si desavirvita dovada de dragoste. Strabatea orice cutuma, preconceptie, senzatie.

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Iti scriu acum de parca as scrie lumii intregi
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Apoi am locuit in acel virf de munte. La fel. In tacere. Era cel mai frumos loc de pe pamint.
Apoi ai inceput sa arzi. Pur si simplu. De sus pina jos. Vedeam cum te transforimi in flacari uriase. Spaima mea se citea pe fiecare por al fetei mele insa nu puteam face nimic. Chiar inainte de a disparea complet mam trezit. Brusc. Frica mia pus stapinire pe o parte din realitatea devreme a diminetii. Desi stiam ca e doar un vis.
Am adormit din nou. Si team visat iar.

el:
Apr 3, 2007 12:17 PM

marian..

..my marian..

today is sad and very hard,
sorrow and holy

i drive all the nigth across the france
i quit paris for go in my father house,
for a long prayer.

i love p. with all my heart and soul
like you.
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ea:
Apr 3, 2007 2:41 PM

You know what happened yesterday night.
So much love and departure....
The flat is empty now, Marian.
I have this music. I have these thoughts.

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:17:45

M.,

How can i say that ?...

Since few nights, your soul is in my dreams. Since few days, your soul is in my body. I don't know what to do with... this incredible sensation. You're in me Marian.
I am not alone, i am a mother and i am with you night and day.
I don't know what to do... I can't beleive me. I can't tell anybody about that. So now you know the truth : you are and will stay an important person in my life.
Thank you.

J.de la L.

prada man

el: ce se mai intampla prin sufletul tau?
eu: blinde adieri
el: ce mireasma >?
eu: resline de Labdanum de France, Feuilles de Patchouli d'Indonesie, Cardamome du Guatemala, Safran d'Espagne et Daim...& etc
el: hmmm
el: dragut insa ma asteptam sa mi spui flori de cires inflorit
el eu asa simt ca este sufletul tau